I hate that my life is revolving around how much money I make this summer. I am working in a garden center, hopefully around 4o hours a week, and I am super afraid that that wont be enough! WHAT IF I DONT GET ANYTHING FROM OSAP!? WHAT IF MY DAD DOESN’T PUT ANY MONEY IN! WHAT HAPPENS IF I DONT HAVE MONEY FOR BOOKS! I hate that I am so bad with money, and I hate that I hate working so much! I wish I could just sit at home, and paint! PAINT THINGS THAT PEOPLE WILL BUY! Its a wild world, this small town art scene, no one wants to possess anything they havent painted themselves, or isn’t worth millions.
I am not sure how I am going to get to school…. all I know is I have that $3000 scholarship….which helps, but it doesn’t pay the whole thing! THIS IS ACTUALLY ALL I THINK ABOUT, EVERYDAY! If you are reading this, and you have some tips on saving, or selling all of my belongings…. please comment.
I guess this was more of a…complaining post, and for that I am super sorry!
Moneyless Mazie…. (It’s got a ring to it!)